Cindy

2010-08-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

Guess it's been awhile. A long long while.

New album. New song. New dance.
I'm excited OBVIOUSLY. :D
Super Hot is just WAY TOO HOT, OMGOMGOMG. :D

I'm going to RAINIE'S YXTK'S CONCERT! OMG!
16OCTOBER HERE I COME! :D
RAINIE HERE I COME~~~
Can't wait. REALLY CAN'T WAIT.
I've been waiting for this for so long, and FINALLY;
it's coming. She's coming <3

Life's kind of sucks.
How to say. How should I say it.
Sometimes, i wonder what life is all about..
Happiness? Getting the things I want?
Laughing it away? Shopping? Travelling?

I miss many people. I want to see many people.
life is so realistic right. it's like you must pay to see them.
they get your money, you spent away your money.
just for that exchange of glances. winks.
smiles. very very short chats. interactions.

those interactions.. which mean a lot to you.
for a big price. which i think i won't mind.
but. if i'd not love them too deeply,
i'd be a little richer than before. if i'd not.

idk what crap i'm crapping. i'm just..
idk what too. lol.
SS3 in 29th Jan, no words can describe.
I wish to see Ryeo. Please. I want to see him.

“ If it's something that he wants, he will do whatever it takes to get it.”
I love you, Yan. <3

2010-03-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

Kay, I owe people a proper post on our Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia trip..

On 18thMar, I met Christella and we roamed AMK Hub.
Before going to Janice's house for stayover.
I swear the stayover was damn fun. We went to KFC for supper.
And Christella forgot that the next morning on the way to a/p.
HAHAHHAHA. Cuz she totally didn't sleep the night before.
So i guess she's suffering from some.. lagging thing disease.
temporarily:)

Reached there in the morning on 19th March.
We waited for our car for so long please, until everyone pekcek.
But in the end it came, so nothing happened!

At first I was so worried that that driver will scam us or wdv.
but know what.. I seem to have thought too much into things!
Typical me. :(
On the way to hotel, we heard dearest FRH on radio!
I was like shit, will we be able to rush to the station in time.
When we haven't even checked in yet! but nevertheless,
we made it in time.

One of their cars somewhere outside the radio station.
We managed to catch them! Whee~~~
I think that was Zun & Calvin's car. can't remember.

They went to eat eat eat after that.

We also went to eat there. Hahahahaha.
We seriously looked like the youngest group of people there.
It's okay, that's why we're special. Lol lol LOL LOL. ><

That's 20th. they were late for like an hour! HAHAHAA.
But we never got tired of waiting:)
The event was good good good! :D
I couldn't believed i've got the courage to like talk to him pls.
I thought i'd be so damn nervous until won't talk.
But no, i didn't.

I think i scared dao him with the stitch.
Sorry ahbu! :/
hahahahhaha. his expression when he was talking to me was totally!!!!!!!
I almost forgot to give the stitch, but thanks christella for reminding!

6pm's event was like FUCK please.
We were like lost at first, some idiot security guards also didn't know where was it.
What the. You all first day at work is it! = =
but in the end lucky for us, we reached before they came out.
Was damn hot & a big fan was blocking part of our view.
But, when they came out... NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ANYMORE! <3
Ppl on our side kept calling their names, ya lun/ da dong.
I think our side got more donglun fans~
and yiru. zun very few. his should be the other side. Hahhaha.

Donglun's car during the canon photoshooting @ night.
Hahahhaha yalun & da dong went out of the car to go toilet.
And da dong asked for 4 of us only if we have had our dinner!
We were stunned please~~~ HAHAHAHHAHA. but quite shiok la.
He talked to us randomly le. but okay la, we were calling his names repeatedly.
Lol. LOL. Ahbu's smile @ our direction was PRICELESS! Damn sweeeeeet!
TOTALLY!!! this one everyone has to agree right! :D

Whole trip was really fun and damn cool.
Oh! And not forgetting the craziest part of us @ Federal Hotel!:D
HAHAHAHA. The funniest part of us revealed there. HAHAHA.
But i saw some things which i shouldn't have seen which kinda spoiled my mood.
Yep shall not talk about it anymore.
I know ahbu knows her so his reaction to her action was supposed to be expected.

Our drivers were so cool please. they made friends with us. on their own accord.
Haahhaha. one of them asked if he's coming SG can ask us be his tour guides..
Lol, joke sial.:) friendly ttm~

Ending pictures. Tata.

2010-02-23T03:40:00.000-08:00

I've watched those videos!! Yes.
Oh my god. They kena hantam those questions like crazy sia.
I was like so worried, '' oh my god oh my god, why need to like that ask them! ''
But in the end, I see how they reply to those questions,
I was like, '' hmm nicely said. ''
Train them to speak better or train them to know how to think fast also.
I think. Yeap. Maybe it's a good thing. ^^

Yeah. Amazed. But seriously Zun was a bit quiet,
so it's like make people think that the other 3 were trying to help him cover up.
Cos initially I had that kind of feeling. It's worse if i'm not their fan.
I will even more think that wayyy.
But I know la, he's shy so he's not talking much.
LOL. He's best at eating!! Can non-stop one~

A maths paper was difficult! ARGH.
I'm so damn stress even after the paper..
It's like before the paper, I worry for the paper.
After the paper, I worry for the result.
And this stressful cycle goes on & on.
Till O levels. :(
Mummy... :(

2010-02-18T04:31:00.000-08:00

i wonder who actually reads my blog.
but even if no one's reading it, i'll still blog.
because it's like a private diary to me already.
though there's another private one.

The world is facing so much conflicts every single day.
It's becoming more and more like a habit already. i think.
Okay, so. Why need to hate me for hating your idols?
I just don't like. Means i don't like.
It's so simple. So we're not friends just because,
we've different idols? Laugh out loud man.
Celebrities sometimes even have conflicts among one another.
So do their fans. This is like a cycle.

Imagine.
I dislike your idols. I made comments about them.
You took it as AN INSULT, and scolded me.
With your vulgarities which show how actually polite you're,
and saying that I've no life. I don't understand your idols well enough.
Hm. you can't expect the whole wide world to love your idols?
Then there'll only be YOUR IDOLS which exist.
Accept it, your idols aren't perfect.
If I made comments, this just means that they've more room for improvements.
But you took it so seriously. Yes, I can see how much you idolize them,
by the way you're defending them for yourself/their fans.

If it hurts you so much, IT HURTS ME TOO.
so you know what to say next time?

And I think i was a little immature to scold those people last time.
I admit I did not think before I did that.
From this, I realised that all the things I did then,
was just because I support them and so, positive positive positive.
I understand now. A little better than before.

HAHAH actually nothing has happened. K bye.
CROSS COUNTRY TMR. like we're gna cross Singapore to M'sia.

2010-02-17T04:14:00.000-08:00

今天所看到的所聽到的不是那麼的好聽

這些事情也讓我想了很久

Why.

2010-01-16T03:57:00.000-08:00

Why, why, why.
Tell me why.

How much I study doesn't tally with my results most of the time.
And there're so many other people in my class,
that are so much more hardworking than me. Why.
If only things weren't this stressful for me.

I wish I've lots of money.
There're so much things that I really wish that I could do.
But all that requires the presence of money.
It's not the first time I'm feeling broke.
Neither the second time. Hey, i'm supposed to be rich.
Why not. I'm rich. But why, i'm feeling broke lately?

If letting go means happiness,
I would be really really happy now.
I'll probably be smiling any day, any hour, any minute, any second.
But too bad, it's not.

Sometimes my life forces me to do the things that I don't want to.
No matter how much I want to say no, I just can't.
And the things that I've planned, not much were done in the end.
Damn contradicting right. I also don't get it.

Why, why, why.
Tell me why. If i ought to know the reasons.
Otherwise, so be them.
Let them be, let me be.

Oh ya. I want to say...
2Hum, I will never forget you guys. Thanks for everything.
And 3Dil, let's create unforgettable memories for us before we graduate!

I'm still that happy happy girl!

2010-01-13T03:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO!

Am happy that xxx xxx xxx :D
Hahaha do you get it?! Ahhh. I bet you don't.
Never mind, i'm very happy to know that already!
Really really :) long time no see~~~~~ ):

3 Dil damn funny! Super. Geog classes were best!
At least I quite enjoy la, Mr Ong super cool! HAHAHA.
Today one damn crazy man. But he made geog seem easy, cool right?
And I personally love love love geog la, so yep.
I love it!
LCE also damn fun. Election of class CEC members.
Hahahaha. Was funny funny & funny la~~
And Mr Leow's lesson today wasn't as fun as previous,
but it was okay. Wooooo. School has been pretty cool.

I don't care if CNY he's coming back or not.
Can see then that'll be great, can't see then, next time lor! :)
I want go back TKP! WHO'S GOING BACK TOO?
I wish can see some people too ^^
Super miss them!! OMG. I MISS YOU GUYS LA. ><

Ohya, congrats to those graduated seniors who got satisfying results!

Wooooo. Felt damn happy for them, and those who didn't do as well,
it's okay it's okay, cry if it'll make you better :)

Lol. But anwy so cool! You all graduated already, I want faster graduate!
Then can go to poly, so on & forth.

But okay la, secondary school life is supposed to be the most fun.
Hehehe. So I should enjoy right? XD

I HATE HOW SOME X STOLE MY FRIEND AWAY.

Hey, she was in our clique one okay.
But you just have to go close to her.
So our clique has lost one important clique member,
THANKS TO YOU. shit.
Don't stare at me everyday like as if I did you wrong K.
Act like some xxx. Why did I even friend you in the past.
If you didn't hang out with her,
I wouldn't even care a shit about it.
But she was our friend, a very close friend. MIND YOU.
And now, recess or after school, who she hangs out with?
YOU. Eat with you, walk with you, chat with you. Wtf.
Hate me hate me. I hope you'll hate me like shit.
Cuz I'm doing so to you. Bitch. worse than that maybe.
Never mind, never mind. It's none of my business already.
Go, go and be her best friend. I won't give a damn.

Zz. HAHAHA. anyway I'm not emo~~~
I can't wait for this Saturday, next Wednesday & Saturday! <3 <3

PS my blogskin went bonkers! Ahahaha. next time will change :D

I miss you.

2010-01-07T07:09:00.000-08:00

I walked past your friends today, you weren't there.
I thought I'll see you somewhere in school, you weren't there.
I hoped to see you going back school during my recess or even aft school,
you weren't there.

So I messaged my friends to help me keep a lookout for you, yes you.
And when I got home, I received 2 SMS-es telling me that they saw you. (!!)
I knew you would go back, though the chances are THAT slim.
Ans yes you did, when I just stepped into my house.

I even asked my clique if they wanna stay in school with me to wait,
but sadly to say, we weren't fated to meet today.

I don't feel sad.
I don't feel like crying.
I don't miss you at all.
These are all lies.
Maybe the truths are what you don't know.
These are not the things that I can control,
I will let nature takes its course,
maybe, someday,
time would change these lies into truths. you'll never know.
and that day, I can finally say I don't care anymore.
knowing that i will never think of you anymore.
that'll be good for me, should be the best way out.
but now, sorry. not achievable.

What hurts you doesn't kill you.
It makes you even stronger than before.
you know, you never failed to make me stronger than before.
that's why I love you more & more~

even though there's her..
but seriously, WHO CARES. At least, I don't.
I know you're happy. so I'll be too!

ANYWAY, :)

2010-01-06T03:54:00.000-08:00

I don't understand her, really.
why she's like that. is it on purpose because of that day.
or is it. she really changed x.
anyway, i don't know what to say.
not that close to her, but at the very least,
we chatted before. so felt sad that she changed x.
I don't know why. but it's okay.
i believe he doesn't deserve someone like her to like him.
never mind that. it's not really my problem.
i'm in no position to say much.

anyway, 3 dil was okay i guess.
not yet bonded with most of my classmates,
but hope to bond with them sometime soon.
easier to talk. right no.
science lessons were damn damn fun.
thanks to the many many jokers in class. :D
maths i'm not sure yet, but i hope to enjoy her lessons.
woooo.
school was overall okay, so far.
pg looks hard, but i wna overcome my fear of it!
ya, like i fear it -_-'
I only worried can't maintain my A in pg la.
somemore, is PG. not G. urgh what shit is that.

oh realised my classmates are scary, in some ways.
like, they looked so hardworking, i'm scared. (!)
I thought they all will slack one, but sorry to say,
i'm so so so wrong! hahahhaha
okay good good, in a way. -_-
hope to see top scorers from 3 dil K! :D
1 or 2 or 3 will be good. i'll be damn happy for the class.
of course happier if i can be one of them XDD
bad is that a bit hard for me to you know. haha
must chiong already! wooo hoo.
(scared face)

Happy 2010! I know i'm lag but who cares right.
I lazy post so a bit delay. yeap.
okay la, next time blog again.

having a lot of thoughts now.
next time post a proper post hahahha.

2009-12-30T02:59:00.000-08:00

I updating le luh. TYP!
I know you miss my post :D HAHHAHAA.
LALALALALA~~

Actually, I don't know what to post about, really.
Oh there's some things which I want to say.
To clear someone's name. Lol.
He act cute? Also not for you all to see.
He's just probably being cute for HIS FANS to see,
to scream, to whatever, why do you people have to bother.
Still post in blogs big big for the public to see how act he is.
Totally/indirectly ruining FAHRENHEIT's reputation.
Not entirely HIS. Cuz as you already know, he's one of them.
In that way, will make you people happier is it?
If so, then I've nothing much to say.
Cuz seriously uh, it's not like as if he knew your blog,
and will go read your post.

Even if I don't like him, I also won't go and criticize him.
You know, his fans will not like you.
Don't say me, I've no relation with you ppl.
Plus, I'm not exactly his fan.

Say, among yourselves it's fine, it's none of my business ANYWAY.
And I don't have any rights to say much too.
But posting big big in blogs.. It's a different story.
People like me who don't know you, but am their fan,
or your friends who know them, will judge.
Have you ever spare thought how his fans would feel,
or how angry you would be if people said those words about your idol?
I really hope you did.

Like how we hate people who criticize ahbu.
I really, dislike people who criticize him,
so. What if i do the same, criticize that him?
His fans obviously will hate me. Or dislike me.
Think, before you decide to say anything.
Some people may remember your words for a lifetime.

FAHRENHEIT @ SG. (15/12 - 17/12 '09)

2009-12-18T02:32:00.000-08:00

15/12 ARRIVAL OF FRH @ Singapore.

Went airport to meet Yp.
Get changed at toilet & went to meet the others.
We were like quite early, haha.
Then then, they reached!
Saw him but didn't pass any letter cuz I didn't plan to pass.
At that time. Lol.

PS wtf some people just made my day.

16/12 FRH MUSIC SHOWCASE @ St. James.

Morning was shit. really.
I realised that there's betrayer(s) around~~
But thanks to you/s man, I got what I wanted.
Thank you thank you~ Ya, like real i wanna thank you = =

And she talked to me, shall not say what she said,
wanted to say her back,
but didn't want add oil to fire, so forget it. :) shit anyway;

Yp told me smth which i totally agree man.
I really sacrificed a lot can~
Still have to be blamed for ~~ by some people,
still have to bear getting shouted by some woman,
and still have to stand her f~ing face @@
Is this the price I've to pay to see them?

Showcase was great nevertheless.
He knew I like him lo. Not really cause of what i wore ba..
More of b'cause of my letter. Got his name big big and clear.
And he at the start saw it already, so it's a ++ for me.
I dao Yiru's smile for like few times, damn guilty.
But smiled back to his super sunshine smile twice ba.

They ask questions then got one/2 Qs me & yp answered it quite loudly,
then donglun looked at us! And nodded.
He looked at my side a lot of times!
Cuz he knew it already~~
And he cue-d me a lot of timessssssssssssssssssssss.
But I at there staring, huh? HAHA.
Okay la, in the end got it.
He sang ai dao that time, pointed at me and winked + smile~
That's another ++ too!

He kept coughing thru out.
But still maintained his high-ness & smiles.
Me & Yp decided to shout some encouraging words,
when not very noisy, & yep, he heard that! & looked at us :)
Another ++ too~ don't know why da dong also looked over.

Overall got zhuan dao la, was good.
Though was really angry over some people,
but never mind la, angry over them for what?
Really, i don't think it's worth it. = =

Ahbu, get well soon, your fans are worrieddd. ):
When I didn't see you go 933,
I almost teared can. But it's okay, get well soon!
Health more important than anything else, take care~
See you soon again XD

2009-12-13T03:10:00.000-08:00

我決定要倒數了!

還剩下兩天哦~~

終於有了那種非常期待的感覺

哈哈哈!

你們呢? 期待嗎?

2009-12-04T07:49:00.000-08:00

Went ESPRIT yesterday. It looks so much BIGGER compared to sg's.
Serious, must go in & see see. ^^
The price about the same, not so cheap. But I love the pink colour deco outside.
Sg's one is red~ I prefer PINK. XD

The effect damn cool and I love it. C!

Many many things have been in my mind lately.
Not that MANY actually :P
Was just thinking of different people around me.
not all la. Some.

ppl no.1,
they're always there beside you no matter what happens.
even if you hate them to the shit core just b'cuz they've upset you in some ways,
they're still there, for you.
I realised that i've been treating them like shit.
i wish i could treat them better,
for the fact that they belong to me,
for the fact that without them i wouldn't be here,
for the fact that they've spent a lot of money on me,
for the fact that those money that they've spent, i might not have the ability to return them all,
even after i've grown up,
for the fact that they listen to me willingly telling them stories about frh,
even if they're not interested at all,
for the fact that they love me, even if i don't SEEM to love them as much.
Once and twice i told myself,
i will and must treat them better.. For they don't deserve bad treatment from me,
but still, i couldn't keep my own promise.
I don't owe them anything, they owe me nothing too,
but they're still willing to earn money for me (other than themselves),
and treat me even better than they treat themselves.
Even if I've scolded them for the 100th or 1000th times,

they still bear with it, cause they know that i've not grown up yet.
sometimes i put my friends before them, they're still okay with it.
or even idols before them, anything. they're okay with it,
though i can tell that they wish that i put them as first in whatever choices i made.
I really wonder how can they put up with a girl like me,
for the whole of my 14 years of life.
Without them, there wouldn't be me.
I guess that one reason is enough for me to fulfill my duty,
that is to treat them as who they're.
For my lifetime.
I wonder when i'll be so good to them.

ppl no.2..
I knew them since long time ago.
But whenever I think of them, i wonder if they'll think of me.
Or if they remembered who I actually was.
I didn't want to lose them as friends,
but i'm sure that they've made greater friends now.
I don't wish that they'd still rmb me,
but i really want to thank me for letting me be in their part of life,
for that period of years. you guys know that i still luv you all.
the bunch of 6 boys and girls.. as far as i can rmb.
I just know that i once had really super friends before,
that is you all. I wonder how you all are doing now..

ppl no.3..
those few ppl/her.
It was all thanks to her that I get to see them.
I know that without her,
or her initiation, I wouldn't have that kind of chances.
But sometimes, I always thought why did she have to do that.
Or why they don't want to share with me those news,
or whatever you call them. Is it because i'm not close w them,
or they don't see the need to? Sigh. I know that after that period,
I no longer need to know much anymore.(from them)
Sometimes i really don't know why they chose to do that..
I don't want to think so much about it le.

Kk. Today went shopping again! Spent like another $250?
Am I like crazy. Haha, i think so :p
Kayz, bye~

2009-12-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

Was chatting with YP just now. Wheeeee.

And she blamed me not talking to her since she was online.

Like HOW I KNOW MAN!
You think i everytime go check the WLM is it~

SIAO. I not that crazy to stalk or to see who online. Alright~

I know you miss me & can't wait to see my pretty pretty dresses & etc etcs!

See the MSN chat on top? I forced her to type that UH. :D

Cuz she owe me money what, then she bargain with me sia.

I told her ok la, you just need to pay me back half of the original $ can already,

on one condition. That is to tell me that thing on top.

CLICK TO ENLARGE tyvm :D

HAHHAHA damn happy,.
But that is what i asked her to type to me. -_-'''

Not sincere sia.

Sooo. In the end i asked her, ok la, will decrease more if you think of a sentence,

which has the SAME meaning as that sentence, & must make me touched!

Then I'll let you pay less less LESS :)

But still must pay HAHAHAH. XD

OHHH. Yes, in the end she gave me a freaking loooong sentence,

and i was quite 'Awwww. that's so cool!' so i decided okay lar, let you off~ :P

Half price & that's that. ^^
Luv youuu my 'xin lin xiang tong' partner XD

Like in one of the chats above~ HA!

Spent $50 on a i-swear-damn-pretty dress today!

Gna wear that for my date next time.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. JOKE -_-'''

Thanks mum, love you ;)

2009-12-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hi, hi. Feel like changing blogskin but I think now's not a good time.
I don't know why, suddenly thought of 某某人~

The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you really love,
or the one whom you've been having a crush on,
loving someone else.
But I guess if that love means a lot to you,
it's still worth it to cherish it, even if it hurts you sometimes.
It's been years, and it's still going strong.
Or even stronger, no one knows. Lol, lol.

I don't have to mean a thing to you,
so long as you mean something to me,
it's enough already, really.

I think i SIAO already.
不知道為什麼會突然想起他~
I think I'll be like 'shit shit shit!' when I see someone again XD

2009-11-30T13:36:00.000-08:00

AW. So sweet of him(史郎)! :D :D :D

I think he super shuai in this pic, or cute idk. :P

He just looked super shun yan in this pic HAHA. ^^

and Hui Qi looks like those kind super studious one! Cute cute~

& Cyndi is CHIO can! Omgg. Sweet hor XD

Ohhhh. I saw somewhere that someone said,

actally ya lun not handsome one but they helpp him make over then become cute & handsome i saw his photo be4.

That's the original comment, not edited~

Actually like 阿布 also not entirely b'cuz of his looks,

also partly cuz of his character..

With his current looks, even if his character is different,

what's the point? It's no use what. It'll nvr be him anymore... =)

OKKKK. Im super random luh~

Spent $120 yesterday btw! so happy LALALALLA. :D

Went ZARA ystd too! & I saw some nice jackets,

& the shorts! The jacket cost like $90, the other one is $78,

the shorts is $45. Should I buy? Really like the 3 things..

After walking arnd for like 30 mins or so. I want go back there again~XD

My mum said if I like she can get them for me,

but i will feel guilty ): ): though will be happy like shitzx. :D :D

2009-11-27T09:07:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored staring infront of laptop.

Feel like sleeping but waiting for something first.

Cuz not satisfied. -_-'''

Unhappy yesterday, probably b'cuz of that news.

But I don't think it's worth frowning over it so it's okay.

Hahaha I can still remember some main points la.

Like they said, if fans were anticipating another world tour concerts from them,
it might be hard for them to satisfy fans.
Hangzhou might be their last good concert this year.
Whatever la, still got Medan idiot.
And keep saying Zun leaving Frh & so on~
Cuz his ren qi very high what, so they keep using that to say say say.
So what so what if his ren qi high, means that if he leave Frh then,
Frh won't be as popular already is it? -_-''
Noway, cuz if he leaves, there's no more Frh. So it doesn't even make sense!
So actually Frh popular is because of each of the members,
not really just Zun la. Please can.
Frh will never be complete without all the 4 members. Get that right.
Don't even know what they're talking about themselves,
still want to report~ but its up to them, i've no rights to say much.

Actually I was thinking,
how is he related to me? And I suddenly thought of this.

He's actually a stranger whom I knew so well of..

2009-11-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

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Yesterday, my mum gave me another $50 note. I asked her what is it for,

she said, 'Give you money need give you reason one ah? You don't want give me back la.'
So I told her 'Okay okay, i want la! just asking you only no need so fierce what.'

She said, 'I fierce? You more fierce right.' I WHATEVERRR to her. Lol.

Today, my dad gave me another $40. I asked him what is it for,

he said, 'I thought you going watch New Moon with ur cousin?'

I said, 'Ya, but ystd mum gave me money alr.' He said 'Aiya just take la. Spend it wisely hor.'

I was like, 'YAY okay, will spend it very wisely dad. ^^'

count count.. $90! And with me, I've $40 myself.

So altogether i've $130. Okay, can buy FAHRENHEIT MUSIC SHOWCASE TICS ALR~XD

I realised that my mum got me a Burberry blanket.
I think my aunt gave her then asked her give me. Cos my aunt is more likely to buy it for me,

than my mum -.- Thanks aunt I love burberry like a lot :D

PS Tmr's Brenda's birthday~~

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY Brenda! :)

2009-11-21T00:05:00.000-08:00

Idiot ZM wearing my cap! HAHAHAHAHHAA ^^

Spot me HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Outing with twinny & minmin :D (19.11.09)

I kept ranting to them, 'tmrw's yan ya lun's bday eh~~~'

I felt damn idiot doing that mann.

We went to Orchard, & they came my aunt's house,

which is where I'm staying at right now :D ~

Well, it was quite fun. Went to FarEast for a shopping spree.

Wooooo, we totally enjoyed it, despite the heavy rain. :D
(we were drenched of course -_-) but anwy, I bought some stuff there too ^^

A purple dress & a bag & both are nice nice.

Kbyee.

2009-11-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

beware; long post. :)

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY, AARON WU GENG LIN or YAN YA LUN! :D
(I shall post this in English cuz I lazy type in Chinese XD)
Ahbu, hope that all your wishes will come true~
And that you'll also enjoy today to the max, b'cuz only on 20.11.09,
will you turn 24 years old. So hope that you'll enjoy today ttm~ :D

AN gathering was not as bad. :D
Sang some nice songs there, & many ppl(like this psn here) are shy,
as expected... HOHOHO ^^
But of course not all right~ XD LOL LOL.
Got my tee/jersey today, after waiting for months man phew~
But didn't manage to get the card, sigh. Next time then.

And there was a surprise birthday cake for Brenda.(28Nov's)
HAHAHA~ I was quite shocked too la. :)
AND AND, she cried! Was touched I guess XD
The birthday cake is nice (as in the design).
Next time I'll post it up after I uploaded the pictures into lappy.
Overall I'll rate the gathering: 3.5/5
Not bad already luh. I was supposed to talk to like 3-4 people,
but in the end, either she shy or vice versa, so never.
So wasted~ should've 'Hi!-ed' or something.
Next gathering must ok~~ =)

OH! DIDN'T TAKE GROUP PICTURE..
So sad! ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
(although there's still some grp pics)
which i'll upload next time tgt with the cake.
BUT, group pic more impt~

And again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHBU! LOVEYOU~

Ahbu's b'day & AN gathering

2009-11-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

His 24th birthday is tomorrow! :D
(20.11.09) HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, AHBU! :D :D

Anyway, I've changed a brand new blogskin!
I quite like it though I think that the fonts a bit too small.
& I'm lazy to adjust. Lol. :D
Will be going to AN's gathering tomorrow.
Ohman. I heard that there's gna be singing competition or someth,
damndamndamn. I hate to sing infront of unfamiliar ppl. Zz.
But it's okay la, it'll be sort of a new experience I guess~

I didn't go the previous gathering, but yp went (for awhile only XD)
Based on what she told me, the ppl who went then weren't very friendly.
Except for some of course~ :)
I hope it won't be like that tomorrow man.
I don't even think we should be in our own small groups during all these gatherings.
It's like, if that way right, might as well split gatherings? Else how to have fun?
Lol. It's either I stare at you, or you stare at me~ i really don't want that to happen lo.
But I don't know luh, see how tmr, i want to have fun on his b'day! ^^

I shall blog about it maybe tmr night or some other days.
Btw, I'll be going to 3Dil with twinny! Omg i'm so happy :D
Pray that she won't pangseh me or else... I'll kill her XD
HAHAHAHAHAHHA. So evil.

K, bye! Looking forward to 20.11.09 which is TMR :D

2009-11-09T02:28:00.001-08:00

YENPING! FOR YOU :D
Don't love me! I wanna haunt you already~~~
my hair~~~ HAHAHA :)

2009-11-04T03:01:00.000-08:00

That's the flower I gave ahbu! :D
The one I circled in red~ YAYYYYYY~

2009-10-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

I posted the same picture~
Cuz I lazy upload the others, got some damn clear ones!
But I lazy upload to share with you all~ XD

I've been emo-ing ever since today or yesterday.
1) Cliques//
We're all going different classes next year. Time flies like super super fast.
The atmosphere in school wasn't very good lately uh.
But though we're separating soon,
i'm pretty sure that we won't forget the friendship that we've forged during these 2 years.
Unless you're those kind that will forget old friends once you've new ones la.
Reading letters from you all, really heart-wrenching.

2) Fahrenheit's concerts @ Taipei//
It's like over already. But to me, whenever I think about it,
I'd always treat it as everything has just happened yesterday~
I bet those 2 nights are one of my best memories ever man.
A repeat? It's impossible.. But i can't say that I regret not enjoying myself la.
Because, I did enjoy myself there. Totally xiang ru fei fei~
Lazy type Chinese! I've been watching videos that I took then..
And whenever I re-watched it, suddenly will have a feeling of sadness.
Cuz it's like impossible to have a repeat anymore.
But that isn't main point la. At least, I had fun right.
Shall be positive & look forward to their arrival here in Dec~ :D

3) ________ @ __________
Yesterday mum told me that they're going to have ______ @ _______~
On the phone with mummy yesterday, she told me some things la.
But maybe I shan't think about it first, can't go then don't go lo.
It's really NO BIG DEAL. :D
I don't know why I xxx last night, then my mum dad were like saying,
Eh your reaction no need so big right? Like that also must xxx.
don't tell us that you crazy over it until like that??
Then i said, ya la. People sad cannot is it!
I also never force you all to let me go, keep saying i this i that for? -_-
They said, but you don't have to go and xxx right!
I said, whatever la. you don't even understand me lo. Forget it man.
Then i cut off the call XD
Because my prepaid for overseas money gang gang hao no money,
so just nice! :D :D &my mum thought i was angry or someth,
so she sent me a message! :) HAHAHA. Shan't reveal it's content. :D

and right, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx/
What the F! She go for what la. Seriously.
I mean, er, she doesn't know how to appreciate. (i think)
Don't know, don't care.
As mentioned, can't go for this one NO BIG DEAL for me :)

Yeap. That's why I'm emo-ing like shiate these few days.
But actually it's okay la. Not that bad~
Parts and parcels of life :D ~

2009-10-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

See the difference in ahbu's signature? I think it's damn cool le.

The more complicated one on 2nd day's concert. Hm.

It's purple! And it changes colour every second(i think), and i took this pic when it was purple! :D

(no special reason~)

My flower for dearest ahbu :D

Close right? Ahbu ahbu~ but blur cos ppl pushing ):

& see the bubbles? Ppl infront of me use something to produce the bubbles.

So sweet of them huh! :D :D :D

Zun & Ahbu! Wahlau, yalun not looking la! Damn close :D

Calvin & Zun with flowers! Like twins XD

Okay ps NO LINK.

Zun got waved to me~ if only that was ahbu. But nvm la. Zun also okay :)

They're holding their cameras! Except ahbu, cos maybe due to his ju gao zheng..

Fahrenheit~

Why it seemed like 1 VS 3~

and looking diff sides some more. Hm, weird.

Wooooo~~

FAHRENHEIT's concerts at Taipei was a blast man!

This time, I believe that most of the people there can see their effort & hardwork.

Sometimes, I really felt very angry for them..

Can't believe that some news reported that they were actually merely 'acting' to be close during concerts but actually behind the scenes, they're actually not as close.

Sigh, I've nothing to say le. -_-

I think I more high on 2nd day's concert la.

Maybe cus it's the last day already, so obvious that people will somehow cherish it more.

1st day's concert's yalun cried, but actually it may be a good thing I guess.

It's better to say out his feelings, and cry,

rather than keeping in at the bottom of his heart and carry on smiling.

In the end, no one will know anything. And the one who will feel the hurt most is him.

So crying is not always a bad thing alright!

Of course, we all want him to cheer up also la.

Da dong's hair uh, nothing to say :P

1st night didn't cry i guess? Only tears in my eyes. Cuz of the concert la.
Damn touched by their words. 2nd night was far worse man.
I totally cried like some baby~ but it was damn sad la, to be frank.
When they sang xin wo, I already at there crying, just keep holding on only.
Till Zun began saying his words, as in after he say finish, I totally cried like siao lo.
Their words all damn touching la. Esp ahbu bah. (for 1st night)
He said many things which really touched me la. Serious~
2nd night was crazy man. Da dong totally lie on the stage after his solo.
& ahbu ran down off the stage during his yi lu shang you ni can!
Everyone was like screaming la! I was shocked beyond words..
Totally staring at him LOL.

2nd night after their speech, I totally crying and singing along w them liu xia lai.
I think it's really very sad, to think that their concerts ended just like that.
So fast. Just now in class was like cried for 1min XD
Cos I was watching videos of the concerts from my cam..
Then can't hold my tears la. Don't know why either.
Twinny was like telling me, why you changed so much after ur trip?
you're supposed to be happy one leh. Now become so anti-social.
I was like, no la. I where got anti-social! It's cause I felt quite sad that all ended so fast..
Like that only la. She said until damn exaggerating can! -_-
Reb told me, at least you went there, you had fun. Be glad that at least you've gone to the concerts.
Quite true la~

k bye~

2009-10-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

2009-09-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

Because I'm deeply in love with you,
I'm willing to change for you.
Because I love you,
I'm willing to put aside my hard-headed stubbornness.
Because I love you,
I feel grateful for everyone around me.
Because I love you,
I'm willing to take your interests as my own.
There is really no reason for loving someone.
Yet, the one who understands you the most,
will always stay by your side.
The one who truly loves you, won't say words of love,
but instead show you love with their actions.
When you truly and whole-heartedly love a person,
that love will then continue.

If you love someone, love them with a genuine heart.

2009-09-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

I f-ing dislike people who just LOVE to say that FRH lip-sync.
YAH RIGHT. Whatever okay. They want lip-sync, your problem? Lifeless.
Damn lifeless.

I may seem random, but actually i just saw a youtube video,
of an event they attended, and they sang some songs la.
Then got this f-ing youtube user who commented,
'they lip-synhcing'. Whatever okay.

Don't even know how to spell, please don't even type. It's lip-syncing BTW.
You don't like people who lip-sync right?
THEN WHY YOU GO AND VIEW THEIR VID?
Seriously, why you even bother about them so much?
You don't like then don't watch lah!
Nobody asked you to go and watch it ANYWAY.
Oh I didn't know you care about them so much.
Thanks for that alright. Thanks a lot.

You don't even like them, of course you won't understand them.
You don't know ah, if you don't like someone/ a boyband or even anything,
you have no time to love them. Once you dislike frh,
you won't even have time to understand them.
You don't even understand them, who are you to talk here?
Please okay, who are you to say so much? Of course, you have the right to.
I'm just saying it IN MY OPINION btw.
You want to hate me now, your choice. None of my business.

If you don't understand them, then don't even say they this or they that.
Cuz when you have no time to love them,
you won't know how much effort they've put in.
I can imply that you don't know a thing about them. So can just shut up?
Or you can just go and sing.
Please okay, grow up. Since you said so much about them,
means that you're very good right? So why don't you sing there?
Since I suppose you don't lip-sync and sing so well, you go sing lah.
You very pro alr what. Go sing lah!
Talk talk talk, don't you feel by talking so much is a waste of time?
But well, i think so.
you might as well show to the public that you don't lip-sync LIKE FRH,
& sing to them right?
Prove to them you ain't like them, prove la,
that you're better than them in that part of not lip-syncing.
In that part can alr, cause you only said that they aren't good in singing,
or rather you're implying that.

You may be thinking, i criticize so much, why don't i go sing or what right?
Oh well, I'm unlike you, I'm different.
I don't criticize singers that they lip-sync, or their singing sucks.
Well at least, even if i don't like a boyband or anything,
I don't tell the whole world like you.
I care about their fans,
I know their fans wouldn't like what i'm going to say,
I know how they would feel if i insult their idols,
so i'm not like you, so heartless alright??
Btw, i'm not saying i'm nice here. it's 2 diff things.
Actually i kind of dislike some boybands also,
but i don't go around telling ppl,
or making insulting comments on them at youtube. I don't.

Some youtube user, just spoils my day.
Don't know how to appreciate others' voices, others' effort,
then DON'T EVEN CARE. (just an advice anyway.)
Don't come and say you aren't my maid so why shld you listen to me -.-
I don't get it why you bother so much about them when you don't like them.
I really, must thank you for that.

2009-09-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

HEY!

I know I've not been updating~
Anw. Quite happy with my chem test, 40/50, eh eh not bad right? :D
But I know la, it's not THAT good, cuz 18 ppl got As. o.o
So yah. Won't be too complacent le. Time to buck up!
Less than one more month to end of exams.

Went to ION Orchard today with mum & others.
The place super the nice. But then, very small! TSK.
And the stuff there are not cheap. & I saw erika! Hahahhaha. ;)
Yeap, then walk walk then go eat @ the food court.
Not bad, the food. Just that it ex. TSK.

& my aunt gave me $200 for nothing le.
She so rich! Everytime meet up always give me $$ ^^
Most of the times lah. Hehe. So..
My conclusion is : I should go out with my aunt more.
More generous than my mum :P
Okay lah, about the same. Imagine my mum gave me $200 also.
Then i can have $400 right! ~ Hai, dream on :)
She wants see me score A1s or A2s then give money~

So now I got a lot of money. Hahhaa but don't try to scam me,
by asking me treat you eat! HAHAHA. I not so stupid alrightzxz. :)
Hahaha, I know who would~ Scammer~ LOL.
Kk. That's all~ BYE BYE BYE. ;) (By2 song. HAHA)

(35 DAYS~)

2009-09-11T04:42:00.000-07:00

MY YUAN DIAN PICTORIAL! :D :D :D :D :D

Kk. that's all.

Next time then post cuz now i'm busy.

- (43DAYS) -

;hope all goes well. can't wait~

2009-09-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

I got my fahrenheit yuan dian's pictorial today!
Hahahaha. It's a damn damn good pictorial worth to be bought!
Seriously, & it's not because I'm their fan so I said that.
The contents are really worth to read.
Make me think a lot suddenly~ which is a good thing(?)

& I can't upload the pictorial picture cuz blogger has some problems.
So i'll most prob upload it @ FB~
Kkkkkk. :D
I can't wait for tomorrow, cuz I'm going to buy my camera!
Hahahhahaha. Actually I want those that can take stadium night scene..
those kinds. Good quality one also la.
If can, I want red colour cam, cuz I think they are damn hot.
The red colour. :D
Or hot pink maybe. Or others, so see first~

& I'm thinking between Canon or Sony cybershot cams.
I want cybershotz. Damn cool. :D :D :D
See first see first~

Kk. bye~

2009-08-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hi people!
HAHAHHA I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING FOR 123123123 DAYS~
So here I am.

Updates:

Mood - Happy, confused, disappointed, angry.
Reasons:
Happy - For some reasons I also don't know why.
Hahaha, probably cuz of someone I'm crushing on. :)

Confused - Till now, still haven't book yet.
Felt a little confused over some stuff. Hai.

Disappointed - Over the various tests results.
I know, I shouldn't be like that.
But come one lah, imagine if you were in my shoes.
Spent crazily how many bucks on tuitions,
yet results not much improvements.
What's more without tuitions??? All fail is it?
Never mind, no one will ever understand though.
Of course I wouldn't want to be sad, no freaking point.
but do i have a choice? i can't control those tears,
those ugly black faces, alrights. blah. stupid shit.
Ever though of how I really felt deep deep down?

Angry - at myself. Hahaha, i'm such a failure though.
To you, it may not be.
But to myself, i am a successful failure.
Complete piece of shit. Yes, that's how I rate myself.
Optimistic? How I wish I could.

Anyw, I love to sing & even though nobody appreciates my voice,
but that doesn't mean that I don't have a right to sing.
As long as I do appreciate my own voice, and enjoy what I'm doing,
that's all that really matter to me, seriously.
I don't really care if anyone even care about it.
Selfish it may seem, but I know many ppl hate me singing.
Even though some ppl say it's nice, cuz maybe they just want to make me happy.
Save it. I had enough of them~
Anyway, who are you to judge how bad/well my voice is?
You aren't some qualified judges, but comments are still okay though. :D
Is not that I mind k, but you should know very well how I would feel.

I feel that you shouldn't stop loving what you love,
just because other people don't support you.
Or other than that, don't appreciate what you love.
It's not important, really.

OK, random.
&btw, next fri gna get back chem test results.
Happy or sad? I'll update on that next time then~

Can't wait for FRH's Yuan Dian's pictorial! HEHE.

2009-08-16T04:16:00.000-07:00

Saw videos on fei lun hai's concert ticket autosession which was held yesterday.
Yeap, they're a funny bunch of guys :D
Damn funny can~~~~~~~~ And yalun at starting that time tripped again!
During zhong ji san guo also, wahlau, damn funny lah he :)
Be more careful la~~~ ^^
Hahahaha, felt quite happy about it :D

Oh, they also said they'll take yi bai wan from the concerts income to juan for the needy.. And I'm very happy coz I've contributed in a way or another~~~ :)
Yeap~ they said this time's concerts will be very wan zheng, and they're planning surprises too.
They said they might jump out on the 2nd floor or fly from the 3rd floor~
Yiru said it won't be like the other stops one, will be different la.
Rock the whole xiao ju dan~ :D
Then zhu chi ren said, so don't be surprised & go, 'eh how come da dong in front of me',
or ' eh how come ya lun so near me'. Lols. Okay... hahhaa, really can't wait.
Love my mummy lots~~

PS I'll work doubly triply hard for EOY cuz that's our promise right mum?
The improvement that i've promised you & myself too.

Kk that's all bye(:
> 69days :D

2009-08-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

heyheyyou. Hi :D
Today is a super random day filled with many ~~~~~ you know.
Hahhaha you know i know we all know can already.

Omg today FRH having the meetup session @ Taipei la.
And it's from 4 PM to 9 PM! So it's like NOWWWW.
Ah, want go but then... Can't at all.
Forget it, i'm not going to complain :)
Hope everything's okay there.

Anyone got MayDay Concert ticket(s)?
If you don't want can give me I don't mind, really.
Quite int to go, but then i'm not willing to pay for the cost.
Why? Coz I'm using the money for a more important thing. :)
hahahahhahahaha. If have must tell meeeeeee.
If not then it's okay(:

&FRH having their concert tickets autosession tmrw!
Ahhhh I wanna go one can~~ but then again, can't.
Super shitzxz, all also can't. But nvm lah, hope everyth's ok tmrw.
Am just going to wait for their video clips and so on~

Pray that the victims of the tai nan's typhoon will have a better life soon~~
Go www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest for Lun's latest blog updates! :D

2009-08-12T02:22:00.000-07:00

changed blog url and skin. I don't really like this skin's layout.
Ahh, never mind. Next time when free then change again :D
People relink me please! :D Thanks a million~~ ,

My links are not up yet.. That's cause I'm very very busy nowadays.
School has been giving everyone so much homework,
hardly have any space to breathe. LOL. ):
Depression.

K will update again soon. Bye~

2009-08-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

Yeap. This is one of the pictures I've with me. Hahaha, I know it's NOT CLEAR, don't have to tell me. -_- But hehe, who cares right. :D

Details on that day, I really don't have the time to explain here. Thanks to HomeEc Research that I've to rush! Ahh.. Damnit. So by next post okay? :D I'll try :)

He's one super funny guy~ I guess that sentence will make you want to know more? :P Lol, I know nobody reads this(Maybe), but I don't care. I post for the sake of posting HAHAHA. -.-

Leave a tag @ inlovewith-him.blogspot.com if you can enter.

Cuz many are complaining that they can't enter. Right? I'll put a tagboard here soon, do wait K.

&PLS DON'T RELINK ME, tyvm. :) I still want my inlovewith-him.bs one eh. I know what's the problem la, it's cuz I created this blog that's why. Next time have time then I explain okay okay~

kkbye.